Can't believe it's June already...

These past couple weeks have been pretty busy and chaotic - we've decided to move out of our current place, so we probably won't feel fully rested again until we're settled with everything.

At least I've been feeling a bit more grounded

Even though I always cry about not making money from my art, I realised I still enjoy doing it the most when I am not making any profit out of it. I love making things for others I care about, even if I get almost nothing in return. It feels more honest that way somehow. It is a form of love from me, I guess. Maybe that’s why it hurts so much to have to think about money all the time. I wish I didn’t have to care about it so much.

I want to believe I am doing slightly better.

Today I baked earl grey & black sesame cookies and they are delicious :3

Sometimes I feel like I am made of countless bubbles.

They pop from time to time, and eventually I am left with less and less pieces of myself.

But then new bubbles will appear. Currently my goal is to work hard on making them appear.

At least at work I get to drink wine and laugh with people. I smoke too much ciggarettes though.

Today was my only day off of the week but i spent it napping 5 times.

Haven't been having the best days this whole week. Sometimes i think i am cursed.